as if kikay ako hahahaha. ganun pa man. saturday was kikay day. maintenance once in a blue moon kapag sobrang basura ko na. i did get that haircut i said i needed. got it at razzle dazzle from mr. sunny who also manipulated me to get panel highlights hahaha. love the bob and my new colors! should not have spent on the bench fix hair treatments 2 months ago.

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the real misadventure (if not actually a total hassle) was the terrible experience at anzen spa (note to self: stick to lotus spa). it was pricey and the service was bad. para akong minasang karne, yung nagmamasahe nakatingin sa ceiling while she was massaging me. and on top of that, ang ingay sa labas. beneath the pretentious zen music is the blare of beyonce in an fm radio somewhere, with the staff themselves VERY noisy, even the waiting customers who were gossiping about our company by the way. screwed out of my money to get stressed out for bad service instead of getting relaxed and unwinding from the work life.
whatever. i am over that. sabi nga ni ram habang nagrarant ako kagabi, don't dwell on it because being angry all the time gets us nowhere (looook who's talking lalala). anyway, i am not getting the starbucks planner this year. i placed an order for a BDJ planner instead. not that i'm actually into having a fashionista (daw) planner (what is it with stereotyping that pisses me off) but that everyone else has started drinking starbucks again like crazy for the planner. and i don't want to ride that wagon this year (and i'm cutting on caffeine, and honestly the free vendo coffee at the floor, or the 30 peso brewed coffee at the cafeteria in the office, are both better than the 100+ starbucks coffee, IF i was still drinking coffee - comes with quit smoking, avoid caffeine, eat healthy > live longer advocacy).

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it's sunday and will probably head to out to the pool today with ram. at the office, we're back to planning that fashion show thing for the capability, on top of the actual tech work. other than that, i do not have a life. hahaha.
suddenly, running into naked people, running into confrontations and complications of discovering there were 2 of them (even 3! one of the girlfriends having just delivered his baby), more people leaving team creating more work for me, getting into confrontations with the condo security guards, discovering long scratches on the panel doors of ram's car (we're guessing this was the guards' revenge, we were parked in street), spending quiet laidback nights without alcohol and a month of not smoking (would you believe) - have become the the norm of everyday life. i am saying goodbye to my every-friday pants, which i have been using for the past 2 years (haha pathetic) and saying hello to jeans on fridays! 'maong para makatulong' - can wear jeans, have to pay 50pesos. lots of gifts for the service people (guards, janitors etc). we're supposed to raise more than a million (whaaat).
jeans in the office! they think they can send postcards in email of models (employees) wearing jeans without me in it?! i'm putting up my own. hahahaha! i so need a haircut.
i may not be cut out for wakeboarding (was sore all over even when all we did was kneeboard - and i couldn't even cut through the corners hahaha) but i am definitely game for some looooving hahahaha. ram has found his true love. hahahaha!