NU 107

every morning on the bus (or cab if i'm lucky), on long trips to god knows where, most of the day while i waste away bored at the office, on nights like tonight when everyone else have gone home to their fabulous lives… NU is my best bud. long live the rock culture (or reggae at least for tonight).

i am back to using the word 'bored' with variations of 'shitty' and 'fucking' bored phrases.

fresh grads

i remember when i was one. i did not know what was on the finish line. i did not know the race i was running. 2 years later i am just as frustrated as ever. maybe the finish line does not exist.

these fresh grads - they're sooo … happy and excited. they don't really know what they're signing up for. my day as tech instructor is almost over. i will head back to my cube to ponder the meaning of life.

breathe.

stop. just breathe…

yawns.

haaay sunday night. my ram sunday was stolen by work. just about done with the production implementation that was moved from last week to this weekend because of the trip.

monday, after we got back from the trip, spent most of the day doing errands at the condo. spent noon just hanging out with ram, the two of us alternately ranting about my palawan weekend and his tagaytay off road trip. the rest of the week and the late nights spent at the office (grudgingly) for having been gone almost a week. with lots of eating out (i noticed). people seem to be in good spirits what with the pay-increase season. and i am, again, on another pimple-breakout week for having eaten too much french fries and fried and grilled things. god bless lotus spa for the reasonably-priced body massage. spent my saturday noon doing laps at the pool in fort bonifacio. today, had lunch at ram's. he cooked. lamb chops and salad. how very insulting. hahaha. (i can't cook, you see)

ram's got an obsession with creative zen, psp, and ps3. it's been 48 hours and he still cannot think of anything else. i am thinking of my long due haircut. and my messy eyebrows. and the team building at balay indang this coming weekend. and the instructor materials that i have to read before thursday. and my attack plan for my credit card bills. hahaha. and our anniversary next month (it can't actually be a year already… ?) hihi!

speaking of the anniversary, he wants us to go out of town for vacation. i'm not sure we'd want to go to the beach. if we do that my complexion will get darker than midnight. he seems to like it though, not sure why he loves me always looking boyish and outdoorish or in short, dugyot. in contrast to rhoda's kim who wants her always looking se-xy! hahaha. btw did you get your dress?

haaay so bored. i really have to do some tech readings on PS and unix for when they call…